I am not a part of the system, I am the one in a constant struggle to rip the system from the foundations it has been placed upon. You may not like it. You may hate me for it, but it is that hatred that fuels me, and so I continue. You can kick, scream, and complain, but I will always be there on the outside of your reality ripping it to pieces, and you cannot stop me.

I hope you enjoy my blog. If you ever need anything e-mail me at chlo_nb@yahoo.com




Favorite movie:
The Matrix

Book Reccomendations:

"The Da Vinci Code" by Dan Brown

"Can Man Live Without God" by Ravi Zacharias

"Living the Questions:Making Sense of the Mess and Mystery of Life" by Carolyn Arends

Favorite music groups:
Linkin Park
Third day
Thousand Foot Krutch

Political Affiliation: Democratic Socialist.


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Friday, May 14, 2004
new blog

So I've enjoyed this blog, but I found one that was more convinient for me, so I'm moving my blog there...


Enjoy...hope you come over there.

Posted at 03:50 pm by BrandyLCargo
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Monday, May 03, 2004

I'm wide awake. I'm wide awake and it's 5 in the morning. I can't go to sleep. I'm feeling quite panicy. I'm not sure why and it's bothering me. I need to sleep there is too much to do to be tired but I can't sleep. Grrrrr...oh well I'll figgure it out.

Posted at 05:09 am by BrandyLCargo
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Saturday, May 01, 2004
the Christian Church: Hatred and Discrimination

Ok, so I'm going to go off on two things but combine them into one idea because they are both the same idea just two different parts of it.


I know that what I have posted on this blog to this point has been rather unimportant and silly and, at times, even incredibly stupid, but this one is important. This one deals with much of who I am and what I believe.

Th link above came from a friend's blog. I about cried while reading it. Then I got relly angry, but overall I am simply upset and dissapointed that a believer would say such a thing to someone trying their hardest to follow after God's calling in their life.

This deals with women in ministry. The man's issue was that she was a woman and was preaching. He sent her an awful e-mail about it in which he even went as far as to question whether or not she actually was a believer merely because she was a WOMAN preacher.

As many of you read this know, I want more than anything to go into ministry someday and have come up against these issues many times through dealing with close-minded fundamentalists.

I want to go into ministry because I want to help start a revolution in the church. I want to help bring the church back to Christ's actual message. Christ did not teach hate. He did not teach racism or sexism or anything of the sort. Christ taught love for our neighbors and even went as far as to say that whatever we do to the least we have done to him.

He taught that we are to show concern for our fellow human being regardless of any manner in which we may see them as being different from ourselves. This means we are to love regardless of whether they are a different race, religion, sex, sexual orientation, political affiliation (yes God loves the republicans too...something I constantly have to remind myself of), or anything else.

The message of Christ rarely spreads through such fundamentalism as is shown by so many in the church today. It is spread through love. One of my favorite hymns is "They'll know we are Christians by our Love" because it is through our love, rather than our hatered, closemindedness, and inability to accept our differentce that the true message of the gospel is spread.

Hatred and things such as sexism will never do anyone any good. If nothing else, people outside the church see it and decide they want nothing to with it and many more with in the church leave as a result of it.

You can't force or hate someone into the kingdom of God but you certainly can, through God, love them into it. Jesus's message was one of love and I think the church needs to go back and refind it's foundation in Christ and his teachings.

Posted at 04:30 pm by BrandyLCargo
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Friday, April 30, 2004
Frats boys and their dang beer bottles

I like to walk around barefoot. As a matter of fact, I hate shoes. If I am wearing shoes, most likely they are sandals. I hate having my feet feeling confined.

Last night I was walking back from the practice building for music students and went back behind a frat called the Farm House. They are right next to my dorm, so that's how I typically walk to go hom. Unfortunately I was in sandals and hit a broken beer bottle with my toe. It hurt like hell.

Needless to say, my toe really hurts right now and I am rather upset with them over it. GRRRR.

Posted at 11:12 am by BrandyLCargo
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Wednesday, April 28, 2004

I was going to write something brilliant and creative but the thought just escaped me...Damn!

Posted at 06:34 pm by BrandyLCargo
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